..:: crazy am i not or am i just unwell ::..

 
sometimes, there are just moments where i can't control my emotions and my thoughts..
i'll get this downward spiral feelings injected into my head..
my mind will get all messed up and feeling of lost and despair will set in..
just thought that i might be going crazy...
whatever it is, i'm still not feeling so well right now... :-(

UNWELL - Matchbox20

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on, feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown, and I don't know why

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Me, I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something

Wrong with me, out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

..:: i'll be alright ::..

A beautiful song by the incredible-looking-and-stunning ANGGUN.  I wud like to dedicate this song to those of u out there who had experienced or currently experiencing the heart ache phase in ur life (like urs truly.. in the past..) with a msg U'll B Alrite...




Tell me is it worth the pain
When your pride plays the wrong game
Blinded by suspicious mind
Thought you could
Ruled my heart and crossed the line

In everything you see
Keep everything but me

Though my broken heart, tear my dreams apart
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright

Just a broken heart, not a war to fight
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright

Keep that bad taste in your mouth
Have your truth stay on your side
Unleash all your demons free
Cause they’ve been hide in
All that you’ve refused to see

Take everything but me

Though my broken heart, tear my dreams apart
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright

Just a broken heart, not a war to fight
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright

All fears aside, I’ll be alright

Through the years, many tears
I have wasted
I’ve moved on, moving on
Can’t erase, can’t replace
What I’ve tasted
Life goes on and on
  
p/s: Luv ANGGUN n luv this song coz everything describes what i had gone thru..