Sunday, September 16, 2007

..:: i'm ST.iLL W.ai.T.iNg ::..

I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope
For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love
For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith
but the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light and the stillness, the dancing.
T.S. Eliot (1888 - 1965)
Source: Four Quartets
Tengah kemas2.. selak2 paper Sun, terjumpa ngan artikel neh.. this girl is actually tired of everything that's happening in her life.. yerlahkan, kalo dok kat KL neh asyik sibuks jer.. mcm aku jugak.. dah berapa saturday & sundays i had spent time in the office.. shucks.. mmg takder life!!

Hmm, dat's y i do things that i wanna do and i know some people will think that i'm wasting my time.. well at least i know i'm doing the right thing and now i feel happy with my life.. more confident with myself.. so in the end, i just don't have to explain why i do such things.. as long as i know dat i'm doin' the right thing and HE is there to witness me.. itu dah cukup..

p/s: the poem is part of the article tuh.. i loved the first four lines.. wait with patience..

..:: M.O.V.E ::..

Hari nih bila masa seme org rehat kat rumah or g ke bazar ramadhan mencari juadah or yg tido kat umah sebab penat pose.. aku pulak? aku kat opis.. bukan atas dasar kerajinan atau kerna aku mmg kena keje hari nih atau sebab2 laen yg sewaktu dengannyer..
Ekceli esok will be an interesting day for me.. i'm moving to a new work location and doing sumthing new - which finally relates to what i studied in uni.. so nyer, hari nih atas dasar keterpaksaan.. namun masih lagi atas kerelaan hati.. aku pun ada kat ofis, sorg2.. sambil2 mengemas, sambil2 dengar lagu, sambil2 menaip kat sini..
Taking a break from packing.. Urgh, won't it be easier if I can be like the sketch above.. bila pindah jer aku buang seme brg2 aku and g tempat baru mintak pulak brg2 baru.. hehehe.. sure org ckp "ape kejadahnyer awak wat camtuh.. buang tabiat ker? ingat opis nih bapak engko yg punyer?" hehe..
Takde citer nak citer.. Yg penting, aku ada keje lagi nak wat.. sempat ke idak nak abeskan hari nih, x to ler.. buat aje la...

..:: Se.La.MaT BeR.Pu.aSa ::..


Hari ni dah nak masuk empat hari kita berpuasa dan rasanya blom lagi terlewat tuk ku wish everyone selamat berpuasa dan moga ramadhan kalian kali ni lebih bermakna...