..:: Sad, Sorrow Thots ::..

As I sat alone in the dark
Sadness came and crept into my heart
I tried to ignore it as best as I could
But it grew, stronger than it should
My mind is clouded, I could not think clear
I felt so lost and just wished that I'd disappear
Feeling of hurt infused into every inch of my soul
Now the sorrow and grief has taken control
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I tried so hard not to cry, but the tears just kept rolling by
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I know.. the pain is still there.. somewhere deep inside..
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I know.. the feeling of unwanted.. the feeling of unloved..
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I know.. how it feels to be different.. how it feels to be ignored..
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…....................... where is the love when I needed the most?